Day 1..... 11 mins into making dreams a reality

Just 11 minutes ago I took my first pill of a 5 pill set for this month. I am very excited... I waited to take it till late at night because i know there are bad side effects. I feel very over come with so many emotions: happy excited giddy but trying to stay real about what may or may not happen. We want this soooooo bad I have a three month supply so we will see what happens. I will probably  get no sleep tonight a baby is all that will be on my mind. I feel sooo many people don't think about or realize the journey people go through when pregnancy doesn't come easy. I wish I was one of those people that you could sneeze on and get them prego well may not sneeze but you know what I mean... When I would think about what I want to be when I grew up all that ever came to mind was a mommy! I have picked a million baby names over the yrs and always loved kids. I care for children for a living and couldn't imagine having a different job.I may go crazy sometimes and feel i may loose my mind at times but thats what kids do i handle it very well i think... Ro isn't big on blogs and i never have been either but this is such a big deal (nothing could be bigger of a deal) so i had to blog about what is happening in my moment to moment feelings in this journey we are on. we have been on.. I can't even sit still long enough to write anymore. I am going to go find something to clean to try to help slow my very quickly moving mind but I have a feeling it wont help! I can't believe this could really be day 1 of our dreams coming true!